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Saturday, April 19, 2014

Mwen ale Ayiti!!

Translated Title: I'm going to Haiti! 

If you are my Facebook friend, you have already seen about the exciting summer that lies ahead for me. I have accepted an internship with Helping Hurting Children just outside of Port au Prince, Haiti!!!! It all happened so quickly and I am so excited to be going back to the country that has captured my heart.

Just over a week ago, my mom's boss sent me an email suggesting I contact Helping Hurting Children about a summer internship they were offering. After sharing my story with the director of this organization, they asked that I fill out an application and come on board. Last week I purchased my airfare so it is REALLY happening! 

I will be there for six weeks, learning from missionaries that are already on the field. I will help lead short-term trips as well as love on children in the orphanage and teach English, Bible and health classes. I will also be going to smaller villages to do revival services for children. 

This God-given adventure starts on May 26th, so I don't have much time to get everything settled here in the States. I will be selling all of my worldly possessions as Luke 18:22 commands and follow the call to live and serve in Haiti. So, if you are interested in furniture I am selling a love seat, cherry wood triple dresser, night stand and Lazyboy recliner! :) 

Telling people about this adventure has been met with mixed responses. I had one person offer to give the money I paid for the airfare so I will stay here. Many people think Haiti isn't very safe (in certain places) and they are right, but how can I be afraid if this is where God has called me? It is more dangerous for me to be in Dallas and be outside of God's will than for me to be in Haiti. There is no ounce of fear in me, but if it ever creeps in, there are 365 verses in the Bible urging me not to be afraid. My favorite is Isaiah 41:10 "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

Other people have been fully supportive and really excited. First of all, I am very lucky to have my family's support in this! My mom and dad have raised my sister and I to have a heart for the poor and all nations so this isn't a surprise to them. My mom was the one who urged me to sell all my possessions so I could more easily answer God's call!! Not too many mothers would do that. My friends and family friends have also been very supportive. In order to answer this call, I am raising support and one offering has stood out above the rest so far. One of my dad's coworkers offered $5. At first I thought that was strange, but found out it was all he had in his wallet. He gave ALL he had, like the widow who gave her last penny in the Bible. It really touched my heart!! I also have a coworker who is from Haiti and has been giving me Creole lessons and telling me about his home country. I love how he lights up when talking about Haiti and I look forward to our talks every week. His family has also graciously accepted me into their own for Easter this year so I can learn Haitian traditions, culture and eat their yummy food. I hope it is my first of many Haitian Easters! 

As I continue to prepare for this trip, please keep me in your prayers. I am still about $1,000 short of the internship expenses. I have faith that God will provide for me to answer the call he has placed on my life. If you feel led to give, please message me or comment so I can send you my contact information. Please keep me in your prayers during the time I'm in Haiti. As much as I love the beautiful country of Haiti, I know there will be hard days where I will miss my family and American luxuries we all take for granted (air conditioning, internet, phone, etc.). Please pray that I will always stay encouraged and remember my purpose for being there. Also pray for my health. The last thing I need is to get sick and be sidelined from the work I am there to do. 

I will continue to update this blog with fundraising and trip progress until I leave. Thank you for your prayers and support! My readers, family and friends are THE BEST! :) 

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Next Steps

Last weekend I had the privilege of attending a missions conference at the Dallas Theological Seminary, where the Lord revealed SO much about this journey and myself.

I went in that room with a lot of questions on my mind and in walked a man who had served as a missionary (or "international worker" as they would like to be called now) in Haiti for 12 years!! Denny immediately hugged me, dubbed me Haitian Sarah and told all about Haiti and his time there. It was great to hear real stories and truth rather than stories that are sometimes sugar-coated. Having him sit near me during the weekend calmed my fears and questioning. 

Friday evening was full of a lot of information. I had gone into this journey with some doubt about how God could clear the path of student loans for me to be able to get to Haiti. I know that God is SO MUCH bigger than any circumstance, but my little pea brain thinks about the details. The first session was full of verses that calmed that and below are two that stuck out:

Psalm 138:8- The Lord will work out his plans for my life - for your faithful love, O Lord, endures forever. Don't abandon me, for You made me. 

Philippians 1:6 - Be confident in this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. 

As if that wasn't convicting enough, we talked about how God works through us. The speaker warned of international workers making ministry more about themselves and personal glory rather than giving all that glory to God. Wow! When I got home, my roommate asked how the first night went and I broke into tears. Was I romanticizing living in Haiti? Was I staying focused on God's glory? As I reflected on my calling and the last few weeks, my stories had a lot of "I" and "me" and not enough GOD. He's the real reason I want to go to Haiti. I want to make the name of Jesus famous in a land of voodoo, not to make my family proud or be the first to bring clean water or female education to a village. 

Day two was even more eye-opening. We started the day out with singing praise a capella as natural sunlight filled the tiny room. It was really beautiful to hear 20 people sing to the God we were willing to go to the ends of the earth to serve. Our first session was on "the call" and if it was a real thing. I know I was called at the age of 15 to ministry so this was a challenging session. We talked about how EVERY Christian has a call to spread the good news (The Great Commission), but some are called for specific purposes/places. I have always struggled with how to answer the question, "how do you KNOW that you were called to missions and to Haiti of all places?" My answer of "I just know because the Lord told me" has always been met with strange looks. haha But this conference provided a fabulous response: "Like a stone in their shoe, it is ever on their minds no matter where they go or what they do." PERFECTION! 

Throughout the day, we talked about church connections, the role of an agency, what it means to make disciples and how to choose an agency. My favorite part of the day was the time with mentors where everyone could ask questions and talk openly about their desires and concerns. This is when Denny and I huddled up and spoke more about Haitian life, food and service. He was so excited to share his experiences and I was eager to learn all I could. After searching endlessly for Haitians in the Dallas area, I had found two within two weeks and Denny told me of a group of eight that attend the seminary. Wow! 

In our last session, the speaker spoke about our challenge as Christians and international workers. He flashed different products from all over the world on the screen. Some were unrecognizable because they were just in one or two countries, but then a Coke bottle popped up on the screen. Of course everyone knew that product. Did you know that 94% of the world has access to Coca Cola? Yes, even the areas where water is unavailable or in tribal villages. Did you know there are also 2.9 billion people who have NEVER heard the name of Jesus and the Gospel? Coca Cola has gotten something right that Christianity hasn't: universal availability. It made me sick to my stomach to hear that. The conference finished up with the challenge to die to self every day and to make the Gospel known across all nations. 

The weekend was very filling and convicting. It ended with me proclaiming my next steps of talking with an elder from Watermark about my decision, learning Creole from the people I have met and researching agencies that send to Haiti. I also have a new accountability partner in Denny and he is excited to walk through this process with me. If you would also like to walk through this process with me, continue to check this blog for updates and you can personally contribute to this process here:


This is the Go Fund Me page where I am raising funds to go on a trip to Haiti in June. Thanks for reading and for your support!!